The Business that didnt work

i have been thinking of doing business for years now, and have registered one but no activity, doing tuition with only one student, did Score A which failed miserably (coz i took a loan, free advice, dont take loan on business that you dont believe in), did perencah ikan bakar, sell at mudah.my, CNI shit.

when i was studying, i getting a job is all i need to become rich, brought up government servant parents thought me to get a secure job... secure job!.. is good enough, no risk, no hassle.. even my in laws is govt servant.. so i have no body to tell me how a proper business should be, im the type of person who learnt most from watching movies, and i have watch a lot of good movies, the type of movies that motivates and actually teach you. i realize being a worker/servant will not end up me being rich or wealthy.

i recently read proudduck (vivy yusoff blog) and i amaze how she manage to be so independent and business minded. of course with the help of her parents initial capital i assumed it wouldnt be possible. but, my question would be, "how can somebody so young would focus in business?".. definitely it is the product molded by the parents.. and after few research i realized, it is the husband of vivy yusoff is the main drive of the company..fadzarudin anuar.. look like a typical malay guy that you wont even look at if he is in sogo or pasar malam, look like pomen moto, but when i watch his pitch in myeg pitch, i know straight away, that this is the guy which move fashion valet, and vivy is the face/image of the company, which make a good combination, a dangerous combination.

all this if compare with my current effort, i feel like shit, im a friggin shit under a shit. a friend of mine wrote on his facebook wall said, going through the facebook make him depressed, because everybody is achieving something/travelling/or rich, he had some mild anxiety few month before, and he is slowly trying to stop goin into his facebook.

i think im goin into the same phase, i compare my life with the like of successful millionaires (which have build their empires for years/ or maybe because they have rich parents to fall back to) which me feel shit... dont compare.. take small steps.. that wat i told myself...

i dont have a lot of money... i dont have rich parents/relative to help me .. i have problems all around me.. but by god, i will create my own empire.. tie me... hit me... step of me.. i will move... i will fucking move...

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